.[P]rofiles.

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Valerie
Dreamy 15
I don't need fakers in my life.
15th JUNE 94 , her day . :D
Single/Attached
Avaliable/Unavaliable
GWPS
1I/2I/3L/4L/5G/6G
ADSS
1E2/2E2/3E1

.[L]oves.

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Shirley {Baobei} ♥♥♥♥
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Florence {Mei} ♥♥♥♥
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Jasmine {Steady} ♥♥♥♥
I love th whole lots of you !. :D

.[A]dores.

+ Joking around
+ Bring happiness around
+ Basketball
+ Day dreaming
+ Music
+ Dogs
+ Camwhoring
+ Soft toys
+ Chocolate
+ Dance
+ Gans and friends
+ Computer
+ Outings

.[L]oathes.

+FAKERS!
+Liars
+Backstabbers
+Hypocrites
+Exams
+Sadist
+Insects
+Secondary school life
+People taking me for granted
+People taking advantage of me
+People making use of me
+Being called short

.[L]inks.

3E1'09♥
Abel
Adeline
Alan
Alicia
Andrew
Blurfamily
Chertian
Darren
Emil
Ernest
Ezekiel
Florence
GekMin
Gina
Hannah
Helmi
HengLee
Jasmine
Jason
Jeanette
Joanna
Jorython
Joyce
JunKang
JunXian
MingXuan
Priya
Rabiah
Rahayu
Ronald
Shahirah
Shahliza
Shirley
ShuHui
Veronice
WeiShi
XueQi
YeeShien
YingJie
YingShan
YuShan
-XPLICIT-

.[W]ishlist.

+Him
+Freedom
+Bring laughter and joy
+Lesser problems
+More real friends
+Less FAKERS
+More photos
+Better overall results
+Improve my add maths
+Improve my basketball
+Pimples to disappear!!
+No fails for Commontest 2 (overall)
+No fails for EOY (overall)
+Parents approval to stead
+Special birthday this yearLoved it!
+No fails for MYE (overall)
+No fails for Commontest 1 (overall)
+New blogskin
+New handphone W880i
+Earpiece for my handphone
+Headset for computer

.[T]agboard.


.[M]usic to my ears.


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com


.[C]redits.

JinityRaptic
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
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Booo, im back =D !

Went CWP on one of the days with kwan , she wanted to meet her fren . Thn we had yoshinoya for lunch . thn her friend couldeen't make it . Headed to arcade and walked ard for fun . thn headed to swensens to have ice cream waffle AGAIN =D ! thn aft that went home to my hse , use computer for awhile , psp oso .. thn sms ... thn kwan went home . I forgot what i did liao ._. ..

Yesterday , went science centre aft sch , learn this DNA thingy where we learnt last year alrdy . Grp with shande , jenshen and kwan . thn ended at ard 4+ , played ard before and aft the lesson . thn took the bus back to sch , reached at 5+ .. thn wanted to go 768 eat . bt thn nobody want go . so ended up going home . thn reaching food court alrdy kwan called me ask if i wanted her to come anot , Said anything . thn she came , dabao food to my hse and eat . thn eat hao le , she helped me with my FFS thingy , along with poohbear . thn aft that she went home . thn i started l4d-ing . {I banged on the seatbelt thingy in the bus , now my leg have one BIG blueblack that swelled .}

Today , had Phy SPA aft sch . O - Lvl skill 1 and 2 . Tomorrow is CHEM ._. i realised i did it abit wrongly . but thn too late liaos , suppose to pass up . but thn i dont think lose too much marks , coz its only the setup wrong . everything else correct , readings same as those who did it correctly . x_x .. damn tired mans , thn aft that walked pass crescent , saw collin playing bball alone , i joined him till cheehao came , thn walked to admiralty with collin , he managed to persuade me to bring home the bball for him -.- ... lawl .. thn just finished one l4d game , won . guess thats all . kinda tired ..

Bah .. loneliness is filling up my heart .


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Sunday, November 1, 2009
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Today 's photos =D












Overdued photos at the wedding dinner .









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Just came home from CWP =x . Went there to celebrate my mother birthday . Today woke up , played a little of talisman , thn went L4D . played 2 pub game , thn went inhouse . Won . thn aft that , left to cwp . Ate the dian xiao er there . ate alot @_@ ... thn aft that went to john little , my sis got a soft toy .. Thn went to buy my sch shoes , but too bad the one i wanted dont have my size D: .. so ended up not buying anything . thn went swensens , ate icecream . AT LONG LAST , MY WAFFLE ICE CREAM ! . LAWL ! ate it with 2 scoops of cookies and cream . thn aft that , went home alrdy . and here i am blogging =D . well , posting photos in the nxt post .

damn sian ! 2 more weeks in sch while the other cohords are enjoying their holidays .bahh , no fair no fair D: .. bah , feeling so sleepy now .. T_T .. my father going to meet ms tan in sch tmr at 8 .. wonder what shes gonna say to him . i wont be there coz having lessons . hmph .

I really don't know if i should confess, what if you avoid me . What if we can't even be friends anymore ? =\ ... Shall not think too much alrdy ..


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Friday, October 30, 2009
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Hi ~ reviving my blog here .

Lets see ..
1) half the class kana meet parents session , including me ..
2) today supposed to be last day of sch , but not for my cohord , it only ends 2 weeks later .
3) alot alot of homeworks to do .
4) started playing bball again ..
5) just walked home alone in the rain , feeling very pathetic .
6) Only a few people know the main reason that im feeling down ..
7) I miss my past alot alot alot ... I wish i could turn back time .
8) Been staying back in sch alot for SPA practices for both sciences .

Oct 29 ,
Played bball aft sch . had Physics SPA at 1.30pm . I reached at 1.34pm , that stupid teacher , made me stand outside till he told them to start thn let me in , make so much noise thn took away like 15 mins of my time before i could start . ZZz lucky i could finish on time sia walao .. -.-.. thn aft SPA , saw florence mei at canteen . She said she was waiting for her kor AKA sweetie , so i waited with her , we went to the toilet thn i saw jasmine steady and angela studying outside the HOD room , i sat with them there chatted with them till ard 4.30pm . Thanks for the card florence MEI =D . thn sweetie come down le , went over to him , thn walked florence mei halfway to the busstop , thn i was taking his bag . so he was FORCED to walk home with me , dont know was he willing to anot . It brought back alot of memories for me .

Oct 30 ,
Got the Year book today , was reading and reading it . Anw , played bball aft sch played till 4+ pm thn walked home . It was drizzling by thn , it started to get heavier and heavier . Eventually it was pouring . As i was tired aft playing bball for almost 4 hours and my leg was aching very badly , i could not walk fast .. so i had to bear with the cold and the pain on my legs . Walking home very slowly .. It felt so pathetic , walking home alone in the rain . This wouldn't happen in the past . But as i said , its the PAST . I'm never getting these back .. Hais , went home showered and decided to blog .. So many things troubling my mind .. I really cnt make up what are the things that are troubling my mind , but i only know one for sure , but im not saying it out .. Sigh .. I really don't know what i should know .. Try to treat it normally and see what happens next ? I really can't do it ..

Aft 2 months of being single and not developing feelings for someone , it suddenly comes back . And the worst thing is , he likes someone else .. I hate this .. Let's hope this is just temporary , cause i can't take it .. Not for long , breaking down soon ... Why now ? Why him ? Him of all people ? ... I'm fine not having feelings for others and staying single .. But why am i thinking about my pasts now , when i had someone there for me when i needed . How long has it been since i last felt that way . Everytime im alone and i need someone there for me , the memories of the past just rush into my mind .. Leaving me in tears almost every night .. Sigh ..


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Sunday, October 25, 2009
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Boo ~ I'm back =D .

Well , idk what to say eh ..


Friday , had lunch with Ryan . he came admiralty to buy somethings for his lunch . Thn i reply his sms late thn say he bo jio , in the end made him wait under my block for like more thn 10 mins ._. . Sorry T__T ... anw , thn had mac =D . ate fillet o fish . Thn he upsize so more expensive thn me =x ~! .. Lalala , thn we sat there chat v long , i kip throwing my empty fries box at him x_x .. thn suddenly started to rain , thn i made this "umbrella" for him . LOL ! Thn chatted for like at least an hour , thn he send me to my block he went home , Woah , he said he reached home without getting wet . O_O wonder how . LOL . Thn at night , skype with sensei till 5am thn go slp .

Saturday , Nothing happened ._.

Sunday , had lunch with yingshan , ate at the food court ._. .. this time is i wait for ppl not ppl wait for me . i wait for her under my block , thn zilian abit . =x . thn aft eating , bought lunch for family . thn went home l4d . till now , skyping and msning ._. ..


I'm totally dreading tomorrow .. Th fatal day .. sighh , whats gonna happen . My fate depend on tomorrow . I'm really afraid .. hais ... The results tomorrow has been affecting my emotions greatly .. Affecting everything i do .. Hais ..


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